Wednesday, April 29, 2009

"Hurt"- Johnny Cash/Nine Inch Nails

I've heard of teens becoming addicted to some drug or alcohol but I never thought it would hit as close to home as it did this week.

Friday 4:34 PM: Ring. Text message received. It's from Sam. He says to go to the hospital as soon as I can. Dad's home so I'm there within ten minutes. Sam's waiting in the ER with tears in his eyes. He says Izzy (his Gf) was taking drugs and drinking without anyone knowing and had overdosed. We sit down and talk for a bit. 

6:17 PM: Nick, Mike, Kevin, and Vinny arrive. It pains me to watch Sam have to explain the whole thing over again. Some other kids from school arrive later. We say hi. All is silent prayer until we decide it's too late to stay and go home. We leave at 9:45. Sam stays until 11:00.

Monday 8:05 AM: Sam and I stand talking by the lockers. He says Izzy's gotten worse. I asked him how no one knew that she was doing this. He said her parents found out cleaning one day and he never knew. Izzy was a great kid. She hated it if we were sad and would make every effort to cheer us up. 

1:44 PM: The hospital had called Izzy's parents. Her condition had worsened. Sam and I leave school to go to the hospital. Izzy looks horrible. A million tubes are hooked up to her. Her skin is a sickly yellow and she looks so pale. Sam breaks down. I leave the hospital and go home to call and tell friends about her.

Tuesday 8:12 PM: Ring. Not a text this time. A call. From Sam. I can barely make out his words as he tells me Izzy has died. 

9:15 PM: Izzy has been pronounced dead. 10 of us stand around Sam consoling him. After, we head back to my house for a remembrance gathering.

Nothing can be as bad as what Sam is going through right now. The wake, funeral, and burial are tomorrow. 

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

"Imagine"- John Lennon

On a side note: 64 cases of Swine Flu have been reported in the US as of this post. Please be careful and stay healthy.

No War. World Peace. Let's think about this. That would mean:

  • The 851.88 MILLION tax dollars we spent on the Iraq War would still be in our pockets. 
  • 99,991 Iraq civilians would be returning home for dinner right about now.
  • Over 100,000 Americans would be sitting at home watching the baseball game.
An in my opinion, the most important:

  • We children could grow up knowing that we would not have to worry about paying off war debts, and focus on friendship.


Sunday, April 26, 2009

I have returned.

I have returned to this blog much happier than I left. Things are starting to look a lot better and my outlook on life is improving. I've learned to focus on the small things and enjoy every minute of my life. I will post a more detailed entry tomorrow.