Depression

It washes over me in waves. No matter how hard I try, I can't stop it. It comes just like the ocean surf. No sleep last night. I tossed and turned. The only sound to console me was the ticking of the clock on the wall. I feel like no one can help me. No matter how many times they say: "I'm sorry." or  "Chin up!" I can't seem to become happy again. I've almost forgotten the feeling entirely. I feel empty without her. She completed me.

No one ever thought we were serious but we were. I loved her. She loved me. That's how it works right? Then why did it have to end like it did? She just said we didn't click? Not like her. Is she cheating? Paranoia also set in last night. I kept replaying almost every second we were together.